As most of you know by my recent journals....I've once again been under a lot of stress.....dealing with family matters, relationship matters *which is now over due to distance* and the constant everyday issue of MJ's Death/Funeral which I had writen about in my previous journal.
Not to mention on top of that having to deal with non-pressing issues such as a damn fly being killed when there are families right now suffering hard trying to make ends meet.
Both of those journals had resulted in arguements which I just want dropped...both topics actually.
I'm so not in the mood to argue about MJ or PETA, animal treatment or anything else.
As most of you know in my journal "We need to bring discipline back" I mentioned that my father has cancer.
I was first told about it when I was 20 years old and since then considered the news to be nothing but a nightmare and simply forgot about it til last week when that 4 year old brat punched my father between his legs....causing him to have an embarrassment in front of the entire store!
Yeah...I'm still not happy about that cause it brought back somethings I didn't want to be reminded of.
And to make matters worse....my mom told me that she was concerned for his well-being cause he's losing track of the time and days as well.
All this news has gotten me into a fowl state of mind.....I'm feeling all kind of emotions...particulary fear.
He's 60 years old.....and slowly fading from my life.
On top of all this....I recently broke up with my boyfriend...or at least I thought he was.
He broke up because of the distance we had...he was in Georgia and I'm here in Canada......and because of that...it just wasn't working out for us.
I'm right now heartbroken and upset, but at least we're still friends.

Anyway.....that's all from me.....good night